Being Happy Again!

Hey everyone!

You might be wondering why I said again. Tonight, I just quit cheerleading. I hate the word quit- resigned. I was just trying to live a dream longer than it was there. Plus, I wasn't having fun. I'm having a blast at school, but that was keeping me down. I love all my classes & teachers! They are amazing!! I love my roomate. She's freakin awesome! I've met some of the coolest people that are helping me a lot, Peep, April, Colin. I love em all in there own way.

Love Always- April.

A New Chapter, with new characters?

Hey everyone!

I've been here for two days, and so many things have been racing through my mind. Cheerleading, I forget how hard it is to learn new chants! Crazy. Oh well, I just want to be prepared for the first game. I moved in yesterday, and I have everything unpacked & it's new spot. I love it. My roomate is on campus now, but hasn't unloaded her things yet. I think I'm going to make up somewhere I need to be. I'm going to be seeing a lot of her. I don't need to help her move in too. I'm glad I got here first. My mom wasn't too excited about leaving me. She cried. I'll miss her. I do miss her. I think it will be good for everyone. I was getting a little smothered at home. It was time... or a little passed. heehee! I've eatten in the lunch room twice. It was really good. Last night for dinner I had Subway though. Cheerleading practice ran over. Afterwards wasn't the best. I hope no one makes an emergency exit. Everyone has been telling me to cut the person from my play, but he's a vital person. I guess we'll see how he deals with the cards life has delt 'em.

This weekend, Wildcat Weekend, is for Freshman or Transfers. I'm a little excited, but nothing like I am for school to start. I can't wait! I know I'm crazy, but this is what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. Scary huh!? lol. That's really the only thing I'm sure of right now about my future. Ag, I hate this. I'm sitting on my bed trying not to think about it because I have a feeling the other person isn't. They're out spreading their wings and flying into a wall. A solid, brick, hard wall. Why can't I be a bitch sometime? Oh! Wow. This feels like it's happened before. Which would be impossible because I've never had a laptop. Hm. I am crazy.

If you have anything good thing to say, comment. Otherwise, go fuck yourself... you know you want to because no one else will!

Wildcat- April.

Good News.

No. Not Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. My Good News!

This week flew by, which is a good thing cause I got to see Mike sooner! YaY! I worked in Ingredent Weigh all week. Next week, my last week, I will be all over!

Monday- Pasta Dump: 2:00
Tuesday, Wednesday- Tomatoes 2:30
Thursday- Ingredent Weigh 1:30
Friday- Labler (2) 3:30

I'm sure I'll write during the week, but this weekend I'll be in St. Louis with my family. I'll be shopping & going to the Zoo. YaY! Fuzzy animals that could eat my face. What could be better? Cotton candy!

Love Always- April.

Right here. Right now.

Hey people.

I've been working for the last two days, and will be working for the rest of the week. I hope that I will be able to do more then work though. There is so much I have to do! But I know I can't even start yet, it's going to take WAY too long. I'm so excited about college. My only worry is time, but I'll talk about more about that as the time comes.

Mike is going through some things; I just hope I can be there for him with my schedule. His a big boy... but I miss him so much! I love him so much, my big teddy bear. On that note,

Love Always-April.

What's New!

I have a laptop! April has a laptop. A computer she can call her own. Now I have to install the spyware & anti-virus (which I don't know how to do). Hopefully mom can do that... . I also have to bring it to Culver to have them install some stuff.

I work all this week from 1:30 - 10pm unless I get moved.

Love Always- April.